If
There is Breath, There is Hope
by Christian D. Piatt
In the mid-seventies, Juretha enjoyed
the freewheeling lifestyle like many others. The threat
of AIDS was yet to emerge on the horizon, and ‘high-risk
behavior’ carried a different meaning.
Unfortunately
for Juretha, the party lasted too long. She became
addicted to drugs, and was diagnosed HIV-positive
in 1993. She was 37 years old at the time.
A single mother of
four girls from Spanish Harlem, Juretha had known
struggles in her life. However, nothing prepared her
for the challenges she would face living with HIV.
For her, faith and family were central to her very
survival.
“I was at work
(at a church) and my doctor called me and said, ‘Juretha,
are you sitting down?’” she explains.
“He proceeded to tell me that I my diagnosis
showed HIV. At first, I was taken back, (but) realistically
I was not surprised because of my previous lifestyle.
In that same day, I went on a thank you binge to God.”
Juretha chose to focus
on gratitude for her life and family rather than succumb
to the devastation of the news. For her, it was the
wakeup call she needed to find renewed purpose. “My
motto is that the life I live is not my own,”
she says. “It is for others.”
For years, Juretha
managed with the help of her family and church, but
as time went on, the pressure of life weighed down
on her. “I was in need of financial assistance
because I became very sick and no longer could work,”
she says. Juretha was led to Samaritan House by counselors
at AIDS Outreach Center. She suffered a stroke in
2004, which further aggravated her desire for independence,
and the bills piled up.
Juretha credits all
of the Samaritan House staff with assisting in her
recovery, but she notes that Sue Mahoney was the cornerstone
of her new foundation. Sue helped her manage the intake
process, and continues to encourage her to pursue
more than just life. She believes in her potential,
her courage and supports her in the pursuit of her
dreams.
Juretha recently graduated
with a 3.85 grade point average from Mountain View
College with her Associates degree, and she plans
to enter into a Bachelor’s program at UT-Arlington
in the fall. She has been the recipient of numerous
awards and recognitions, including the Guy Gooding
Leadership Award, the Mary K. Patton Scholarship,
the National Dean’s List, and she is a member
of both the Phi Theta Kappa and Alpha Delta Omega
Honor Societies.
In 2002, Juretha received the Erin Tierney Kramp Encouragement
Scholarship for Fall 2002. This scholarship is awarded
to those who have demonstrated courage and perseverance
in the face of adversity, and who exemplify high moral
character. Only two candidates are awarded this scholarship
annually, out of seven community colleges in her system.
It is Juretha’s
dream to complete her master’s degree and to
become licensed as a chemical dependency counselor.
When not at school, she currently volunteers at a
local nursing home, and periodically speak to single
mothers who are recovering addicts. She believes that,
for herself and those whom she helps, nothing is stronger
than the human spirit.
To those who are still
struggling with a life best by challenges, she has
this to say: “This is not the end but the beginning.
Your past is behind you and your future is ahead of
you. Arise out of your wreck and begin living. You
(can) live against all odds.”
Juretha’s strength
shines through in every word and action. She views
herself as an example, rather than a victim. “My
spirit is indomitable,” she proclaims. “I
will walk in my destiny and fulfill my dreams. As
long as there is breath, there is hope.”